Sunday, November 26, 2006
--be.you.tiful--
10:28 PM
10:28 PM
Monday, November 13, 2006
yay! i'm going to dubai!yay! singapore's so boring that there's nothing to do, even shopping here has become such a total bore for me. so godma's taking me out of the country to to shop!haha.. but i dont think dubai has much shopping though.. from what i've heard. but i hope there's at least something nice i can buy there. and i heard its a dessert place so its probably gonna be real hot so i most probably can get like a tan or something, since i can never again predict the weather here. than when i'm back from my superb holiday i'll be thrown in for camp, which i dont think i would spend much of my time having fun. can you believe it?! 4 days! 4 days! imagine taking a bath in a really diminutive spot for four days! goodness! and oh yeah! no telly! and imagine sleeping on a matress for 3 nights! i would'nt wanna know who had slept on it before...like ewww! damn it man. but at least i can lose weight, cuz camp food always make me lose my appetite so i probably just wont eat. oh my gosh, than i wont be able to watch my princess hours. argh! i would just call in sick if i had the chance to... like say i've got chicken pox or something. oh wait, i had chicken pox last year.. haha. batam was great! the food was great! and the most aggravating thing is that i put back the 2 kg i lost! oh man... anyway, i gotta go. ditto! haha, quote on quote,"we'll all stay skinny cuz we just wont eat"
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6:33 AM
6:33 AM
Friday, November 03, 2006
YAY! daddy got me my red nano already! finally! hahaha...the holidays is going by so slowly. and there is absolutely nothing to do. shopping is getting to be so bloody boring.. all i do is just go out for the sake of going out cuz if i stay at home i would be bored and start eating. if i go out i wont think of food and by walking all over town i can lose weight! yay! went for mr and miss ITE on saturday. Ricky won. haha... Ricky's hot!! Kumar took part but did'nt win anything.. how sad. anyway.. Tylen thinks i've got stubby thighs and my brother thinks i'm fat.. damn it! i need to lose weight fast! i wanna look good for confirmation.so i have to lose weight! oh my godma's not coming fo my confirmation cuz she wont be in town. that woman! other than me she's the most important person on that day.. how can she not come!? well at least she's bringing me to Dubai as my confirmation present. yay! i'll be gone from the 18 to the 23 of november. i heard to Dubai's hot... so at least i can get a tan since now singapore's like always raining. going to batam tomorrow.. but only for the weekend. i'm gonna braid my hair! haha.. oh and i found my red bracelet already... yes. THAT red bracelet. not green or blue cuz i'm nowhere near there. anyway, i gotta go. i've gotta pack for tomorrow. ditto!
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1:25 AM
1:25 AM
Thursday, October 26, 2006
yay! it was the last day of school today!!! YAY!!! we spent like most of our time in the hall. it was quite okay. me, amerie and annabelle were like playing so much in the hall. and we were like making fun THOMASZ. it was so so funny. THOMASZ i really do not like you. i really don't. sometimes i wish you had never had appeared my life, but than again if you were'nt part of it, gwen and i would'nt have met. but whatever... i still do not like you. thank god you're not in my class anymore. at least now i can concentrate on my studies without your fugly face being there to distract me. i know beauty will definately distract me, but yours is totally not so. i think life would be more better for me.YAY! and you've not given me my birthday present. you stupid cheap retard. i'm not gonna solicit anymore, cuz you'll probably buy some cheapo stuff from chinatown or some pasa malam, like you ALWAYS do. and dont act like things between you and gwen is okay, cuz its soo NOT. she's not going tanning with you anymore, neither is she going shopping with you anymore. she does'nt even like you. just face it. NO ONE likes you, not even your friends.and please quit speaking with your fake accent cuz its bloody annoying. and you're not australian, so dont act like one. just get over yourself. PLEASE. you'll save your reputation by doing that. oh wait, what reputation? i forgot you dont have one. so yeah.. whatever to you. i cant be bothered anymore. i gotta go now.. i wanno go take a nap. ditto!
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1:51 AM
1:51 AM
Wednesday, October 25, 2006
OKAY. today was one hell of a day! but i'm glad it came and is going by quickly although i think it is one of the best days of my teenage years. anyway, I GOT ADVANCED TO SEC 4! yay! how cool is that?! well firstly i wanna thank GOD cuz only he could have performed that miracle i needed. secondly i wanna thank MUMMY AND DADDY! thank you for talking to me and understanding me. thank you for not scolding me cuz i know you know i already felt so horrible. thirdly i wanna thank ALL MY FRIENDS! ANNABELLE, GWEN, SAUYAN, LYNN, ALETHEA, AMERIE, CHOILING, LYDIA, MICHELLE, GERMAINE, JOANNE, ALETHEA TANG AND LOADS MORE!( sorry if i missed your name out!) thanks you for all the consoling and all the encouragment. i really needed it. thank you so much! love you guys to bits man! and i'm so sorry anne-marie for driving you crazy that day!HAHA! and lastly i wanna thank my aunt for saying so much prayers for me!haha.... okay i gotta stop now. its sounds as if i won an emmy or something. haha... anyway, debbie messaged me today! how weird is that?! gosh i mean you backstabb and bitch about me for so long and now you message me and pretend that everything's okay and like nothing had happened? i mean yeah i appreciate it but i really dont know how to accept it. like i feel like asking you, what the hell are you up to now? and do you miss me that much? gosh. argh.. anyway, i ate so so mush today. like 3 cheese toufu for breakfast, crispy noodles for lunch, 3 chicken wings and a bag of fries for dinner and a bag of chips! damn it man! i'm really screwing up! but i'm just gonna take it as a treat since i've not eaten all these in a really long time. and i think i'll only treat myself to all these for only like once a month or maybe less than that. i cant keep doing this if i wanna lose weight. and i wanna look good for confirmation. well i guess thing does'nt just always turn out the way it seems to be, its even better! anyway,i gotta go now... ditto!
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3:06 AM
3:06 AM
Thursday, October 19, 2006
school today was fun. we played that board again. i got back my results too... i passed 3 subjects already but i hope my mid years dont pull me down. people pray for me! anyway... i just wanna say to the person i blogged about yesterday that i take back what i said... we will still remain as besties.. i mean you're my friend and i should love you no matter what happens. haha.. okay..i gotta go now.. ditto!
--be.you.tiful--
4:33 PM
4:33 PM
Wednesday, October 18, 2006
OMG. we got back our results today. i passed english and chinese. just one more... thats all i need to go on to sec four. argh!! i hope even though i pass one more, i hope the stupid mid-years and all does'nt pull me down. cuz i think i deserve to go on to sec 4 cuz seriously i did study for the bloody exam and if you ask me i think it would be totally injudicious to make me retain. i cant wait for the holidays... then i wont have to face anyone. wont have the feeling of being abadoned by my one true friend. but i'm just gonna shut up... not gonna make any noise about it, cuz i dont really see a point in bringing up the matter to you. probably we've both changed in our own different ways, i really dont think i'll get anything out of talking to you. i guess we've drifted. anyway... the diets going great! i lost 2kg already... and thats only in a week. imagine how much weight i would have lost one month from now... yay! thats 8 kg. haha... and i'm not Anorexic, just so you know. i just watch my weight very carefully. and i think both the princes from princess hours are really very hot! haha... its the first time i'm calling a korean or japanese hot. i usually dont bother.. haha.. i know i'm being really random now. haha... i gotta go.. ditto!
this is how five pounds of fat looks like.. thats 2.5 kg!
i swear, if i ever look like that one day, i'll totally kill myself!
this is more like it. i want those legs!
--be.you.tiful--
7:21 AM
7:21 AM